ARRRRGGGHhhhhhhhh...
breathe, just breathe. so, everyone, please wish for a new job to fall into my lap soon. :p
anyhoo, i'm just panicking a little bitty bit cuz my schedule is changing again and not for the better. however, it's supposed to be "for a month", so perhaps it'll be okay after the month is up.
teaching is stressful. and rewarding. and stressful. i admire those of you who can do it. not that i can't per se, since i have attempted it for several months now, but i mean can in the sense that it's stressful and rewarding, etc. AND you won't land yourself in the hospital or a padded room. i feel my mind slipping, and i'm holding onto it as best as i can. it's not socially acceptable to have a meltdown.
okay, aside from all that, i like my kids. i hope they've learned something from their short time in my teaching hands, and i certainly pat myself on the back for trying something difficult. i encourage the rest of you to tackle a challenge in the next 6 months. we'll compare notes!
i miss you all! still, i feel like i've got a home root here and always will. how delightful, no? not that i won't come back...that texan-brand americanism has been burned into me and there ain't no way to remove that.
time for me to stop rambling...just needed it. how are you all doing?
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