every year i resolve to work on those bad habits and thought patterns that i carry around with me. more importantly, i have to remind myself of what it is i consider necessary to be "good". because every year, every epoch in my life, this infrastructure changes. bit by bit, mostly. gigantor leap every once in awhile.
the possibilities of change that my inner self struggles against the most--these are the changes that take up so much focus. i lose track of smaller ones...they slip by until some designated time when someone or something points it out to me. and they get added to my to-do list...inner-time me cannot seem to catch up to everyday-functioning me.
but gotta keep trying.
so...new angles on old thoughts. or something like that. new-ish? ^.^
i'm feeling emotional. things that are going to change (new apartment?); things that have already happened (sam, she's beautiful!) and, let's not forget stuff outside of my little bubble, e.g. the presidential inauguration ceremony.
awesome-blossom hope!
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